ming hui
4th september 87
18
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ngee ann poly (bs)
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she gave up her only reason to smile she indulges in the inner world of hers trying to figure out what exactly is wrong with her...
but she probably knows... she's just a complicated girl who wishes for a simple and peaceful life.....
-huisss*
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Moments we shared together
Cos' every moment We shared together Is even better Than the moment before
If everyday was As good as today was Then I can't wait til Tomorrow comes...
We shared all our happiness We fought over disagreements Through the stormy ride we rode Love remains
We stood at the cross road We wanted to go our own way Then the sky turned gray Our world ruined and withered We finally understood Our love is meant to stay
I can't live without your touch You can't live without my hugs Loneliness and destress Sadness and regrets We wished we did not say goodbye
"i will miss your hugs most... i will miss you alot... and i will cry for you every night..."
My boy, crying for me... Why did I ever doubt him? He is my prince He is my precious He is my everything The man I love...
He came back to me Held me tight In each other's arms This is where we really belong
Moments we share My dearest my love Now that I have you I will never let you go
Honey you're always so sweet, understanding and loving... You give me the world how can I ever thank you? Since you came into my life, I am transformed. You gave me the happiness I've never found, never experience. When you are gone for that moment, I felt so alone. I've never seen you cry. Until that day, you cried for me. It's then I told myself always to treat you well, to treasure your love, to be understanding, to treasure you. I want to be everything you've always wished out of me. I'll be the girl behind you. I'll always be by your side. You'll never walk alone. Honey, I'll never let you go again...
I love you so much... -hugsss-
If the sun Should refuse to rise And the moon Doesn't hang in the night The tides won't change Seasons rearrange Even when the world is through
I will still love you!!...
11:50 AM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Is this just a nightmare?...
I want to be brave I want to stay strong But sometimes it is just hard to behave When you know everything has gone wrong..
Tears have become my only companion Sobs are the only sound I hear Will there ever be a reunion? I'm afraid I've really lost my dear..
I am so tired But I just can't sleep My life has gone all weird The wounds have sunk so deep..
I'm afraid of the darkness now You're no longer here to be my source of light It is no longer like what you used to vow You're no longer here to hold me tight..
Why did you allow loneliness to invade me When you promised you'll always be my knight We've both forgotten our promises of eternity It all crashed one particular thursday night..
I used to think you'll always be around You'd make sure I didn't feel blue I really treasured this happiness I found I believe your feelings for me are deep and true..
Every morning I wish for your kiss Every night I await your call Now I know I can only miss It's true I know, I've lost it all..
Traces of you are everywhere I see it all I simply despair Should I run away from how much I care Seems that in life nothing's really fair..
I allowed you into a huge part of my life I love you so much I gave all my trust I felt it was right since I am your wife But I didn't expect one day it will all go bust..
I can no longer feel the happiness I'm so drained of energy I feel so weak The only thing that fills my life is emptiness We've both let go of the future we used to seak..
I hear myself laughing I see myself smiling But why do my heart feel like it's shattering Why do I feel so much like dying..
Tears roll down my cheeks silently I wish no one will see my pain I disappear into the darkness so discretely In this world of my own it starts to rain..
Let me indulge in a world of self pity Let no one find me here I want to escape from the harsh reality Alone I will face my fear..
Can we survive this Will our relationship be as beautiful as the doves' I wish he knew I've long considered myself his I wish it's me... the girl he truely loves...
